Thursday, April 3, 2008


i found out that on top of waiting, there is just one other thing that bothers me even more. its inexplicable. i think is no longer about being competitive and wanting to win. it stems from being protective. it just killed me just imagining his disappointment (in this case, if he didn't complete the race within his expected timing).

good thing he did on sunday.

but what happens when the day comes when nothing i do can stop/change his disappointment? or the day that i actually disappoint him by walking away.

then who will hold him and make him feel better?

i feel like the clock has stopped moving at 1h30m. and 1h 39 would never come. ;(


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