feeling sorry...

what doesn't break you, makes you stronger.

right?

in my constant pursuit to do the right thing and be the best person i can be, (i hate to admit this.. ) but i do make mistakes and wrong judgements. this is one of them.

ask anyone and they will tell you, despite being all loud & chirpy most of the time, i dislike real-life drama.already i feel like my 23 years of life has had more drama than 'days of our lives' so i do actively try to stay out of any bawls or rumor mills...

well, 'try' being the critical word here, i've been caught in some work & personal drama. and had a coupla sleepless nights not knowing what to do or say. so i decided to say it. no exageration, no nothing.

long story short. so now, im left with two very hurt friends, 5 shots of expresso and a whole tonne of guilt. no one blames me and if anything, they would have wanted me to say something rather than let the rumour snowball.

but why is it that i feel bad? *grr*